Sarah's Blog

 Friendship.  What defines a friendship between individuals? How is a friendship defined?   I once had someone tell me I don't what friendship is because I wouldn't do something for two reason - One, I had just started a new job and was unsure of what my pay would be over the course of time and Two, I had just moved and didn't have the money.  So that makes a bad friend?  Now, this particular incident occurred several years ago but it sets the stage of what friendship means to me and how I define my friendships albeit I have some eclectic group of friends.   First, I have levels - levels of trust, levels of who I trust and then levels of friends who are more than friends they are family.  There are individuals I do consider friends but maybe not trust them to a certain degree especially with some of my more guarded secrets.  Then I groups of friends that know just about everything about me there is to know.  Some are very good frien...

Halloween Party 10/29/2022 - One of the best nights of my life.  Getting dressed up in a steampunk costume consisting of a corset and a hi-low mini-skirt and boots (en-femme), made me feel really feminine and girly.  Also, felt exposed and vulnerable but sexy at the same time.  M (my fiance) wore a Gothic Victorian style min-dress with high-heeled boots, we looked really cute together.   At the party (Mercury Ballroom), we met T & T where we consumed alcohol, danced and had an amazing time together.  We spent most of the night partying to all the great music and entertainment.  Not only was it an amazing party but being able to do some of thing I have always wanted to do but were either afraid or limited by other circumstances.  Mainly being afraid, I lack the confidence in myself  but that fear is waning because of those around have helped boost my confidence in being out in public.  I find that other people find me equally attracti...